I Definitely Screwed Up In 2012… Did You?

We spend a lot of time calculating the number of hours we spend in formal training events.  Social media, coaching and mentoring are hot topics when it comes to informal learning.  But what about learning from our mistakes?  It seems to me there is a lot of anxiety and fear around owning and learning from mistakes.  I know that some of my most powerful and longest-lasting learning experiences come from mistakes I’ve made.   

A Mistake of Legendary Proportions

Legend has it that there was an IBM executive who once made a multi-million dollar mistake.  Realizing what he had done, he approached the CEO, Thomas Watson Jr., and offered his resignation.  Watson refused to fire him, explaining that he had just invested millions of dollars on his education, so why would he fire him now?  This episode was highlighted in Roy Saunderson’s excellent column from Training magazine about learning from our mistakes.

Be All That You Can Be: Reflecting on Mistakes

As long as learning occurs, mistakes can be an extremely valuable component of informal learning in an organization.  In The Fifth Discipline, Peter Senge (the man who coined the term “learning organization”) suggests individuals and organizations can take a page out of the way the U.S. Army continues to grow and learn from mistakes that occur in both training and on the battlefield: the after action review (AAR).  An AAR basically asks what lessons can be taken away from the gap between what you intended to have take place and what actually took place.

An After Action Review in Action

As 2012 draws to a close, I confess that I’ve made a number of mistakes.  The fact that I rarely take the time to reflect on what can be learned from these errors compounds my mistakes.  Following is one of my bigger mistakes of the year and what I’m taking away from it. 

My Intention: Last spring, I was the project manager for a major in-person event that would bring together dozens of eye care professionals from eye banks across India.  Since they would be stuck in meeting rooms for two days (as opposed to restoring sight to the blind, per their normal schedule), I wanted to be sure this was a good use of their time.  I gave lesson plan templates to everyone scheduled to present.  I implored my colleagues to plan sessions that would engage our audience, making sure that value would be taken away from the meeting.

The Actual Results: Post-event feedback forms indicated that our participants seemed to enjoy the session, but I felt we could have done better. For the most part, PowerPoint ruled the two day meeting.  Jet-lagged, sleep deprived and frustrated, I spent significant amounts of time voicing my disappointment with my teammates; I just didn’t feel there was much participant engagement.  My teammates were taken aback by my disappointment and felt some of my comments to them were out of line.

Lessons Learned

  1. Take drugs.  It’s now clear that I need to get a prescription for Ambien.  Jetlag and sleep deprivation suppress my generally calm outward demeanor and remove the filter from my generally diplomatic communication style.  I felt it was a badge of honor to not need a pill in order to sleep after traveling halfway around the world.  There is nothing honorable about walking around in a sleep-deprived, grumpy mood. 
  2. Plan smarter. I used time during our regularly scheduled team meetings to ensure the project was on track – primarily in a big picture sense.  Lesson plans were submitted for review and I made comments, but I never followed up to make sure lesson plans had been revised.  In hindsight, I should have checked in individually with teammates since they were generally unfamiliar with lesson plans, instructional design principles or adult learning theory. 
  3. Chill. Perhaps the most important take-away of this episode is that holding others to high standards is perfectly fine, but it must be done with grace.

Four months later, I actually took the second lesson (plan smarter) to heart in planning another meeting in India and the training delivery was a smashing success.  When I return in March for our next major meeting, I will do so with Ambien in hand.  I’m still working on the “chill” part.

What Did You Learn in 2012?

Enough about me, how about you?  When you think of a mistake from this year, what was your intended outcome?  What actually happened?  What have you been able to learn from it?  Is there something others might be able to learn from it?  The comment section is waiting.  Are you willing to share a little about your mistake-based education from 2012?

One thought on “I Definitely Screwed Up In 2012… Did You?

  1. My biggest mistake of the year came in the spring. I can’t remember the date but that’s probably a good thing. First, some background. Roughly from March to November of each of the last three years I have ridden a road bike to and from work daily. I love knowing that I’m saving money and helping the environment. I love the exercise and the feeling that I’ve accomplished something before I get to work and the release that comes from biking home. Biking in a city requires concentration which means no more mulling over the day’s decisions. When I started biking I was very cautious, I bought/traded for a cheap (30 year old) ten speed. I like to know that I’m going to stick with something before I invest much money. I rode that for almost a year and was very patient to find a better bike (15 years old). I immediately swapped out the tires for more durable Armadillos. I’m not an elite cyclist. I’m ok with slower tires that are more durable. I rode on those tires for two years (including a nearly 400 mile trip to Pittsburgh) for a total of over 2000 miles. They served me incredibly well.

    Now, we get back to the mistake. I like to do my own bike maintenance. In the spring I updated some small things ($5 on brake pads) and trued the wheels as best I could. I oiled the chain and felt like my bike was in pretty good shape for spring. I thought about replacing those tires but just didn’t feel like I had the time. One morning I left for work just after the rain had stopped. I was on my normal route and feeling good. Heading down a steep hill that has some tight bends both of my tires lost their grip on the road and my bike went out from under me in an instant. I’ll spare the gory details but it required nine stitches just above my eye and I still have some aches and pains today. I think my battered state contributed to the walking pneumonia that hit before my ribs finished healing (ouch!).

    I’ve always been convinced that I should jump in and get the right equipment later. I do this at home and I do it at work. The consequences are not always so dramatic, but that accident was a reminder of why it is so important to plan well. I took a shortcut and I find that whether in my person or professional life, taking a shortcut often leads to more pain later.

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